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October 17, 2013

Crap! It has been so so so very long.....

HOLY SHIT!
It has been THAT long since I have NOT posted here.
My life has been a:


Seriously.
Maybe one day I can totally blog about what has happened.
For now, I kinda have to leave you thinking I still have a "perfect little life as a mommy and wife"
HA! I wish!
I read a few of my previous posts, and wow, I was happy.  Little did I know the challenges I was going to face.
However, as much as I do not seem positive to some people, I try to remain positive.
Let me NOT scare you - babies are fine, we are all healthy and very grateful for the good things that I have...

I am undecided as to if to come back and blog/continue writting about me and my life.
Just bc I cannot say much...  I love being an open book, but my life has to remain private in some matters.
So it it even fair for me to come here and blog if I am not being 100% honest w everything?
Should I open a new anonymous account?

So, I will leave for now.  Almost 1am.  Came her bc I was looking for my birth story to post on a mom group and here I am, writting some insignificant shit.
Sorry, I feel like swearing a little lol

NITE for now xoxo

PS: just got my baby boy's Kindergarten pics ( YESSS!! HE IS IN KINDERGARTEN!! can you freaking believe that!!????)
He is JUST SO PERFECT!!!!